Rest in Peace

To My Best Friend
Rest in Peace
1971-2013
I have no words to write.  Everything is just white noise.   Part of it is the fact that I've gone two days on about three hours of sleep.  Part of it is that none of this feels real.  She can't be gone.

I'll miss you forever.  There is always going to be this hole where you're supposed to be.  I'm always going to pick up the phone and want to call you.  I love you ... and I know you're somewhere peaceful and out of pain.  I know you're somewhere laughing and running again.  I just wish that somewhere was here with me.

As the sun hides his head
For another night's rest
And the wind sings
His same old song
And you on the edge
Never close, never far
Always there when I needed a friend
But it's hard living life
On this memory-go-round
Always up, always down
Spinning 'round and 'round and 'round
All this could be
Just a dream so it seems
I was never much good at goodbye

Night Ranger - Goodbye