Monday, October 07, 2013

Happy Birthday ...

To my best friend ...

Happy birthday, sweetie.  I know you're somewhere safe and happy.  I hope you're spending your birthday with your mom ... I know how much you missed her.

It's been three months since we lost you ... and I still miss you every single day.  So many good things have happened ... and the only thing that makes me sad is that I can't share them with you.

I miss you.  I miss our Friday night phone calls.  I miss getting your texts.  I miss your smile.  I don't  have a best friend anymore ... and I don't know if anyone can ever fill the space you left.  I treasure every single moment I had with you .. from the time we were young ... till the night we said goodbye.  I don't know what I would've done without you.

Thank you for everything.  Thank you for taking me back.  Thank you for listening when I was scared and for being there when things were dark.  Thank you for making me laugh again.  Thank you so much for Stoney. 

Most of all ... thank you for those last eighteen months we had.  I will always be sorry for the time we spent apart ... but will always be grateful for that time.

You really were my sister.  I love you ... and I will never stop wishing you were here.

Love always ...

I never meant to cause you any sorrow
I never meant to cause you any pain
I only wanted to one time see you laughing
I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain

Prince - Purple Rain

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