I had a rather liberating idea around 2 a.m. ... nobody reads this. I can write what I want! I post a lot of stuff without using real names or details ... but I need to write a little more on something that requires details.
Yesterday was super awesome ... but ... I need a re-do.
What was the wonderful news I mentioned in last night's post? Stoney gave me a key. Why do I want a do over? Because I was so surprised that my first reaction was just to stand there and stare at it. I mean ... time stood still ... while I just looked at it.
It isn't that I wasn't happy ... oh no, trust me ... happy is the understatement of the millennium. It's that my brain was having a hard time making the connection. In computer terms? My hard drive froze. Here is an idea of the internal dialog I had at that moment:
Key? That's a key right? A key to ... no. What? That's a key. He's giving me a key? Don't assume ... but ... what other key would he give me? It looks like a house key. But ... wait. What? Holy crap ... that's a key.When the shock wore off a little, I was hugging him and giving him little kisses all over his face and he said, "Now that's the kind of response I was expecting."
So I've thought about it ... I want a do over.
I want to go back and time and fix that moment for him ... so I can squeal ... and kiss him ... and tell him I love him. Cause trust me ... that is what was going on in my head while the screen was rebooting.
Till I find the righteous one
Prince - Computer Blue