So, I am having a really hard time with this unemployment thing. I am trying to be productive. Today I balanced my account ... paid all the bills up to date. In fact, I even paid a few early. But nothing seems to help.
I think part of the problem is that I haven't gotten word on when my second interview will be. I'm guessing they'll still have me come in ... I don't think I've done anything in the last 48 hours to change their plans. But I wrote the HR rep back on Sunday night ... and it's now Tuesday night and I haven't heard a thing. That's got me down.
The other problem is that I haven't heard anything from unemployment. Everything is paid up. I'm not in any kind of financial straits. But I was thinking if I got my debit card from them today, I'd go ahead and pay off a couple small bills. But no ... nothing.
It's just so hard ... sitting here without a job to go to. It's so discouraging. The cherry on my crap sundae is that I was thinking of getting up early tomorrow and going to a morning movie. Just something to get me out of the house. But those early movies? Only on the weekends. Earliest movies on weekdays are 12:30 or 1 o'clock. So much for that idea ...
I don't know what tomorrow holds ... maybe I'll start working on that wall in the foyer ... or cleaning out the basement. I don't know ... something ...
I'll be sittin' when the evening comes
Watching the ships roll in
Then I watch them roll away again, yeah
Otis Redding -
Sittin' On the Dock of the Bay